想家=)

每次累了，伤心了...
回到家，看到可爱的侄儿就会很开心...
喜欢他黏着我... xD
好舍不得他
等我考完试一定马上回家陪他玩 ^^

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WOW!! Bek to my hometown today...
4.22pm
Now at seremban Marrybrown alone!!
waiting for the bus to cum
Listening songs that I never feel boring towards the songs!
I love songs very much, love to listen, love to sing as well ( althoguh my singing skill is not so good)
But I'll very enjoy when singing and listening to musics!!
I realised that I cannot live wothout music, even I studying also I need music with me!!

That's all....going out and waiting for the bus ^^

坚强面对一切，做不到！

凌晨3.55分..

坐在电脑面前的我，是超级的不开心，原因是？
不要问我为什么，我想要的只是一句关心，鼓励我的话...
我明白''要别人尊重自己，当然要学会怎么样尊重别人''这个道理！！
可是请不要在我没做错事下训我一顿
不是我玩不起
而是我最讨厌我没玩得时候别人当我在玩
一句句带着有骨的话，我真的受够了
可是我为了不让自己在你面前永远抬不起头做人，那一刻我忍住了泪
告诉自己，我哭就代表我输了！

那又怎么样？
面前表现得很坚强
当自己独自一个人时，还不是就掉泪了...
为什么就是那么没用？
或许这对你来说不算什么，可是请你保持一下你说话态度
你的一句话可以深深的伤害我！
这时候的我，真的真的只想得到你的关心和安慰...
也突然好想家！

是我小气还是我真的玩不起？
我不知道！
我只知道我累了
努力找回以前的自己
我宁愿自己一个人生活
过着没有笑话的日子
不讲也不听

我还要带着面具过着生活
还是要每天强颜欢笑
我真的不懂我还能撑多久
我不想就这样一直过下去
很害怕哪一天我真的无法再面对你

等等还需要考试
真希望这件事情不会影响我！

TIRED

A new day for me...But is not a nice day...

8am class in the early morning...How tired it is!!! And it was a bad day, a day when I received my ACC test paper, but actually I already expected that I'll fail!! Who knows the mark I failed was...very very low!!! I haven't even get that kind of score before!! Really surrender to ACCOUNTING!! It is so hard to understand, again I feel so sorry to my teacher-->>TONG TONG!! sorry that u put so much effort and a lot of time on me, but I still let u disappointed even myself!! I promised u I'll try my best to learn and practices it again and again and then prove that in my result!! (BUT U NEED TO TEACH ME AGAIN) muahahaha...

After ACC class, we went to OLDTOWN @ nilai,,with my coursemate, soon ren, tong tong, C wen, wai kit, chan fai and 1 joker, daniel @.@ Today, we all went bek from OLDTOWN at 2.30pm but our class is at 2.00pm...Reached there almost 3.00pm..I was like not to going to class,cz it's too scary, I never did that before!! The whole class only had 11 people including us!! 20 minutes later, she was finished the class >.<>

suff3r iN d3gree lif3

This week totally busy for test and assignment, can't even sleep well....

Last weekend, I was staying at INTI cz I hoped to spend my time to study here!! But then the life staying here in weekend is so bored!!! Last sunday, I went out for my dinner with tong tong n C wen at almost 8pm..I saw a person look like jitmin, but den I not so sure since he said 'HI' to me...
We took our dinner with 1 hour++ and at the same time,got a TV programme ''bai wan da ge xing''...We just enjoy our meal with nice songs..The happy hour always pass so fast!! Cz the day after tomorrow is MKT test...4 chapter already waste my time so much...I can't imagine how am I going to prepare for my final...

MKT test started and I thought the time for test is 2 hours... so I did the last question first, suddenly the lecturer said ''15 min more''!!! I was like...WTH!!!I got 1 major question haven touch at all, it covered 25marks out of 50marks!!! I think it is hard for me to not fail this test!! @.@ After this test we can't stop here and relax, cz the next day will be STA test and ENL presentation..The worst thing came to me was I haven't done my ENL assignment part yet...Then, I keep finding info...But then I cannot just give up STA like that since I definitely duno what she teaching in class..It was the first time I feel I gonna fail STA and it was also the first time I felt so hard!! When I need to face presentation and test has also come to me at the same time, make me so nervous..Because I know I only can choose either one from test and presentation..This was the first time I didn't prepare for my presentation and my english is not so fluent...Finally I give up ENL presentation, not decided to prepare at all...I just leave it like that (cool man, I FEEL PROUD OF MYSELF)..But another problem came to me...I dun understand the chapter that will be cover in our test...''SELF-LEARNING''...ARGH!! I try my best to study with tong tong and C wen and find out how the answer getting until 5am, who knows the question cum out the next day is not as difficult as what I imagine, not mean easy also...xD

Today, 2 assignment need to pass up!!! Everyone seems like doing the assignment last-minute..Again, sleep at 5am!!! After I had combine my assignment, who knows so LUCKY, my printer no ink and I heard that it need to be pass up before 12pm..Since, I worry caused of my lateness the assignment have been deduct, I hope it won't happen!! SORRY to all my group members if I disappointed to u guys..SORRY AGAIN AND AGAIN,HOPE CAN GET UR APOLOGIZE!! ='(

SIGH!! Going bek home this weekend...hmm...Going bek on friday since friday still have a test at 12pm!! GOOD LUCK TO ME!! I going to prove to u that I can!!

a special weekend for this sem...♥

17/7 SAT
this weekend is the first time for this sem I stay in INTI, it is so bored but no choice, I stay here cz i having 3 test,assignment n presentation on nex week. Sleep early on last night that's why today i wake up early in the morning xD

The weather here is so hot, suddenly miss home so much cz every week also I going bek to my sweet home..SUFFER!! Listening to musics while studying, this is my learning style.. But if u ask me, can I concentrate in my studies, my answer is dunno xD Just feel like need some songs to accompany me while I'm studying (weird learning style never seen)...

I hope I can try my best in my test 2 since now I'm lack of time..Time passes so fast!!! After test 2 I might be relax, no more 5 hours sleeping time per day ='(

SAY YES TO TEST,BUT NO TO ASSIGNMENT!!

B_U_S_Y

STRESS in this few week!! I gonna give up!! assignment & test cum together!! I scare I cant even pass through this stage smoothly!! I know although it is hard and stress but I cant surrender now!!
I'll try my best to achieve what I deserve to!! GOD BLESS!! After next week, I'll be relax a bit!! Final is in the corner after test 2 on next week!! I promise myself I going to study hard in my degree life!! I'll prove that to all of u =)
HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE