Relax ❤

12/8/10
It was the day I finished my final
And I was so tired!!!
That was the day I had my accounting and statistics final..
All I can said is I already try my best!!!
I hope everything will be fine!!
GOD BLESS!!
After test, I went to had my dinner with ah ba, ah mi and didi at hulala...
I love the time when hang out with them..
So sweet...
Coz we are 1 family xD
When I reached my room, I went to bath...
And then sleep until the next day..
Sorry for no on msn
And sorry to daniel...I didn't realize ur call

13/8/10
Yea...It is the day we hang out together...
The day I slept until 12pm++
Finally...We went to ''chi chiong gai'' and times square
It was raining!!!
We were like running along the street!! OMG
Feel so ashamed ='(
We reached times square almost 5pm++
Then we went there for ''keng gai'' and eating there..
Movie after that!!




SALT!! What a nice movie!!
I like it very much!!!
I love the heroine!!
Something wrong geh daniel went to toilet when the movie is still keep it on...
It's still okie..
But the funny thing is he didn't bring his ticket out..
Keep calling us but we dun have any response...
Cannot blame us ya!!
Again...Coz that movie really nice
Daniel, u have wasted your money!!! =D
Then we went to ah ba geh ''deng deng cheong''
What a cute name that I never heard before...
I don't want play with u guys already...
I'm always the last one!!
Wow!! A nice day spent my time with u guys...
Hope everything goes smoothly and we able to studying in the same class for this 3 years..
LET'S PRAY FOR IT!!
miss u guys...

KL 半日游

1/8
我，童童和daniel...3 人跑到sungai wang...daniel说要见他朋友，就这样丢下我跟童童(可是他又问过我啦xD) 他还答应要请我们看戏，谁知道我们被骗，没戏票！我很记仇的，daniel不要忘记哦！算了...然后肚子饿，找东西吃，偏偏我是路痴，在sungai wang绕来绕去，像傻婆=.=''找到不耐烦了，结果我们决定跑去pavillion找东西吃...也找了很久=.=''我真的认输了，最后我们去吃寿司...吃完了已经5点多，daniel就好了跟朋友跑去唱k..害得我跟童童到处乱逛！>.<过后，daniel说7点在times square集合，好远啊！不过没办法，还是要去...一进到times square 我爱她轰轰烈烈最疯狂....好大声，过后歌声暂停了一下，没错！就是丁当...响亮地歌声，没想到竟然给我们遇见她 =) 我们就在2楼的远处欣赏她的歌声，谁知皮痒的daniel说没来看过她要跑到台前看看...我们就陪着他下楼...就那么巧，遇见了sean，我的天啊！算了算了，别提了...我们的一天也就这样过了，不过真的很开心^^

怀念

开始慢慢习惯失去你的生活
可是，每当我一闭上双眼
你总是会出现在我脑海里
是因为我太想你？没有，我完全没有想你
但是为什么以前曾属于我们美好的回忆会议以浮现在我脑海？
我曾经答应过你
我会努力忘记，甚至放弃那不可能再重来的过去
我答应你我不会再掉泪
就算是泪了，也要微笑着
我知道
那段日子，我过得很难受
不过，我还是熬过来了
想着过去的那个自己，我才发现
自己真的成熟了
学会独立，学会思考
学会为身边的人着想
就因为自己曾经经历过那不开心的时光
我更希望身边的人能够开开心心的
所以我会尽我能力让身边的人都微笑着
我知道你现在很幸福那就足够了
证明了我们之前的决定是对的
保持微笑，就是我！

Degree life

Everything seems like not going smoothly...

My first sem of degree life gonna end...

Countdown from now...

12 more days final is begin...

I haven't prepare for any single subject...

All the subjects seem like going to fail soon...

Hope it won;t happen on me!!

PRAY FOR IT!!

I don't want to retake!!

Promise that I'll start study hard from now on..

Hope it still can be save

Never surrender to MARKETING AND ACCOUNTING!! ='(

Needs help from tong tong again on my ACCOUNTING!!

Hope I can don't disappointed her!!

Suddenly feel ECONOMICS is so difficult to understand when exam comes through..

All the best to me and all my coursemates!!

GOD BLESS!!

难受 ♥

最近爱上了写部落
因为部落是一个唯一能够让我发泄情绪的地方
唉...不开心不开心...
但如果你问我，为了什么事情不开心
我说不出，也不晓得
总觉得慢慢开始不习惯这样的生活
好想时间能够停留在这个时候
让我好好休息
让我忘记不该存在的画面
我不要每天晚上一闭上双眼，脑海里出现的都是相同的画面

DAMN TIRED DAY

28th JULY, 12.19am

Tired!!!
Just bek from playing tennis and yamcha with my coursemates
It was fun although I don't really know how to play..
Felt blur when I reached tnnis court just now
Caused I jz woke up before that, damn tired after completed my ENL assignment
tomorrow still got 6 hours continuous classes to go..
But then most of my coursemates feel like to skip the 10am class
It seems like only I want to attend =')
First time I feel like going to ENL class!! muahaha!!
By the way, I feel like going is not because of HIM!!
Still considering whether want to attend the class or not!!!
Anyway, sleep first ^^
GOOD NITEZZ

疯狂的我们

夜深了，
像往常一样
独自一个人坐在电脑前
不过这一次有些不同
不同的是，我和一大班朋友竟然去看电影，唱歌...
C wen, daniel, chan fai, wai kit, guan han 还有一直被我们凑成一对的tong tong & soon ren
虽然明天还要考试
可是，我们却不怕死
敢敢上完2点的课就跑人
第一次那么疯狂
C wen的几个问题让我想起了过去
充满有笑有泪的回忆
我知道时间可以冲淡一切
只是在于它的长短
我就是这样熬过来的
所以，我不想要再让自己轻易受伤害
我怕了
那种半夜睡不着的生活，我真的真的不想要
不过很开心的事旁边多了几位好朋友
有了他们让我的生活更精彩
我珍惜现在所拥有的
哪怕一眨眼就消失了
至少我曾经好好的珍惜过！！

想家=)

每次累了，伤心了...
回到家，看到可爱的侄儿就会很开心...
喜欢他黏着我... xD
好舍不得他
等我考完试一定马上回家陪他玩 ^^

HOME

WOW!! Bek to my hometown today...
4.22pm
Now at seremban Marrybrown alone!!
waiting for the bus to cum
Listening songs that I never feel boring towards the songs!
I love songs very much, love to listen, love to sing as well ( althoguh my singing skill is not so good)
But I'll very enjoy when singing and listening to musics!!
I realised that I cannot live wothout music, even I studying also I need music with me!!

That's all....going out and waiting for the bus ^^

坚强面对一切，做不到！

凌晨3.55分..

坐在电脑面前的我，是超级的不开心，原因是？
不要问我为什么，我想要的只是一句关心，鼓励我的话...
我明白''要别人尊重自己，当然要学会怎么样尊重别人''这个道理！！
可是请不要在我没做错事下训我一顿
不是我玩不起
而是我最讨厌我没玩得时候别人当我在玩
一句句带着有骨的话，我真的受够了
可是我为了不让自己在你面前永远抬不起头做人，那一刻我忍住了泪
告诉自己，我哭就代表我输了！

那又怎么样？
面前表现得很坚强
当自己独自一个人时，还不是就掉泪了...
为什么就是那么没用？
或许这对你来说不算什么，可是请你保持一下你说话态度
你的一句话可以深深的伤害我！
这时候的我，真的真的只想得到你的关心和安慰...
也突然好想家！

是我小气还是我真的玩不起？
我不知道！
我只知道我累了
努力找回以前的自己
我宁愿自己一个人生活
过着没有笑话的日子
不讲也不听

我还要带着面具过着生活
还是要每天强颜欢笑
我真的不懂我还能撑多久
我不想就这样一直过下去
很害怕哪一天我真的无法再面对你

等等还需要考试
真希望这件事情不会影响我！

TIRED

A new day for me...But is not a nice day...

8am class in the early morning...How tired it is!!! And it was a bad day, a day when I received my ACC test paper, but actually I already expected that I'll fail!! Who knows the mark I failed was...very very low!!! I haven't even get that kind of score before!! Really surrender to ACCOUNTING!! It is so hard to understand, again I feel so sorry to my teacher-->>TONG TONG!! sorry that u put so much effort and a lot of time on me, but I still let u disappointed even myself!! I promised u I'll try my best to learn and practices it again and again and then prove that in my result!! (BUT U NEED TO TEACH ME AGAIN) muahahaha...

After ACC class, we went to OLDTOWN @ nilai,,with my coursemate, soon ren, tong tong, C wen, wai kit, chan fai and 1 joker, daniel @.@ Today, we all went bek from OLDTOWN at 2.30pm but our class is at 2.00pm...Reached there almost 3.00pm..I was like not to going to class,cz it's too scary, I never did that before!! The whole class only had 11 people including us!! 20 minutes later, she was finished the class >.<>

suff3r iN d3gree lif3

This week totally busy for test and assignment, can't even sleep well....

Last weekend, I was staying at INTI cz I hoped to spend my time to study here!! But then the life staying here in weekend is so bored!!! Last sunday, I went out for my dinner with tong tong n C wen at almost 8pm..I saw a person look like jitmin, but den I not so sure since he said 'HI' to me...
We took our dinner with 1 hour++ and at the same time,got a TV programme ''bai wan da ge xing''...We just enjoy our meal with nice songs..The happy hour always pass so fast!! Cz the day after tomorrow is MKT test...4 chapter already waste my time so much...I can't imagine how am I going to prepare for my final...

MKT test started and I thought the time for test is 2 hours... so I did the last question first, suddenly the lecturer said ''15 min more''!!! I was like...WTH!!!I got 1 major question haven touch at all, it covered 25marks out of 50marks!!! I think it is hard for me to not fail this test!! @.@ After this test we can't stop here and relax, cz the next day will be STA test and ENL presentation..The worst thing came to me was I haven't done my ENL assignment part yet...Then, I keep finding info...But then I cannot just give up STA like that since I definitely duno what she teaching in class..It was the first time I feel I gonna fail STA and it was also the first time I felt so hard!! When I need to face presentation and test has also come to me at the same time, make me so nervous..Because I know I only can choose either one from test and presentation..This was the first time I didn't prepare for my presentation and my english is not so fluent...Finally I give up ENL presentation, not decided to prepare at all...I just leave it like that (cool man, I FEEL PROUD OF MYSELF)..But another problem came to me...I dun understand the chapter that will be cover in our test...''SELF-LEARNING''...ARGH!! I try my best to study with tong tong and C wen and find out how the answer getting until 5am, who knows the question cum out the next day is not as difficult as what I imagine, not mean easy also...xD

Today, 2 assignment need to pass up!!! Everyone seems like doing the assignment last-minute..Again, sleep at 5am!!! After I had combine my assignment, who knows so LUCKY, my printer no ink and I heard that it need to be pass up before 12pm..Since, I worry caused of my lateness the assignment have been deduct, I hope it won't happen!! SORRY to all my group members if I disappointed to u guys..SORRY AGAIN AND AGAIN,HOPE CAN GET UR APOLOGIZE!! ='(

SIGH!! Going bek home this weekend...hmm...Going bek on friday since friday still have a test at 12pm!! GOOD LUCK TO ME!! I going to prove to u that I can!!

a special weekend for this sem...♥

17/7 SAT
this weekend is the first time for this sem I stay in INTI, it is so bored but no choice, I stay here cz i having 3 test,assignment n presentation on nex week. Sleep early on last night that's why today i wake up early in the morning xD

The weather here is so hot, suddenly miss home so much cz every week also I going bek to my sweet home..SUFFER!! Listening to musics while studying, this is my learning style.. But if u ask me, can I concentrate in my studies, my answer is dunno xD Just feel like need some songs to accompany me while I'm studying (weird learning style never seen)...

I hope I can try my best in my test 2 since now I'm lack of time..Time passes so fast!!! After test 2 I might be relax, no more 5 hours sleeping time per day ='(

SAY YES TO TEST,BUT NO TO ASSIGNMENT!!

B_U_S_Y

STRESS in this few week!! I gonna give up!! assignment & test cum together!! I scare I cant even pass through this stage smoothly!! I know although it is hard and stress but I cant surrender now!!
I'll try my best to achieve what I deserve to!! GOD BLESS!! After next week, I'll be relax a bit!! Final is in the corner after test 2 on next week!! I promise myself I going to study hard in my degree life!! I'll prove that to all of u =)
HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE

♥ 19岁 ♥

7月12日
我只能说时间真的过的很快！
生日早在前几天过了！
真是个''难忘''的生日！
生日忙透了！
忙做工！
累毙了！
和家人一起渡过的生日♥
虽然没有很特别，但是就是有种温馨的感觉♥
也终于满了19岁！
该开心吗？
我也不晓得=.=

TODAY

STRESS UNTIL I CRY
EMO

strEss

Time passes so fast
Week 8 ady
Assignment, assignment!!!
All assignment drive me to hell!!
Especially marketing assignment!!
Not only because it's hard
It's because of the company we choose
Haizz..
Long story!!
Tomorrow dun have any class
Going to sunway pyramid with my coursemate
Wish it will be a nice day for us to reduce stress!!
How stress it is!!
U cant even imagine and know that!!
So stress in degree
Coz i know need to put a lot of effort to get excellent result!!
Hope that I can do it!!!
I'll prove it to u
Good Luck for myself n GOD BLESS

LACK OF TIME♥

Time pass so fast
Now already week 6 for my degree life
Test 1 also started since last week
SUFFER
There's 2 test in 1 day which is accounting n marketing
OMG
Marketing is so hard
I can't even reali understand
Btw, a lot of things to memorise
Marketing drives me crazy
Feel like wanna give up
But I know I can't
Must be strong
Try harder n harder
Coz I heard that 'opportunity is only giving for those ppl who have prepared'
Let's study hard together
GOOD LUCK♥

有你，就会不同

沉静的夜晚
我却还在线上
怎么样也无法入眠
我到底是怎么了？
我自己也不清楚
最近过得麻麻地
不是很开心呐
我多希望
当我寂寞时，你就在身边
当我难过时，有你的安慰
当我开心时，有你陪我分享

相隔那么远，我却感受得到那份关怀
谢谢你^^

没方向

很久没有更新部落格了~
时间过得很快~
一下下又要final了~
紧张~
之后不知道该读什么好？
degree in accounting or finance？
犹豫~
accounting暂时没找到兴趣~
完蛋~
没有目标的我~
累~
是时候好好想了~
加油！！

感觉。。感觉。。就是那感觉

昨晚
夜深人静
我依然像平常一样
玩着电脑
听着歌
一个人
享受

突然跟一个很久不见的朋友聊起天来
我想。。快7年了吧
超久
可是我们还是无所不聊
我喜欢那种感觉

虽然好久没见面
可是，我们的友谊还是没变
很开心能够再次聊天

Nothing special...

It's the time to blogging again
Today is monday..
And also the first day of March...
A new month..
Nothing special...
Same as usual...
No class on monday...
Should I be happy??
Should I hang out with my friends??
But that's only me is free all the time...
My friends still at their sweet home right now...
By the way, the others having their class also...
That's a problem that make me boring on monday...
Somemore, I lazy to wait for bus and ktm with a hot wheather..
It is annoying..
I NEED A CAR AND A DRIVER TOO!!!
= =''

梦醒了。。新年也过了

新年过了
回到往常的生活
一个人在宿舍的生活
读书生涯
才发现我真的好想念在家中的一切

新年期间
我只跟朋友出去一天
剩余的时间我都用来陪伴家人
所以，对不起一些朋友
快一年多没见的朋友
下次再约过

我是。。。爱情顾问

白痴+无聊的我
有一个比我更白痴+无聊的梦想
其实也不是梦想啦
就是我喜欢做那一类的事情

我喜欢分析别人的心理
我喜欢安慰受伤的朋友
我喜欢把欢乐带给大家
所以，我都很尽力在关心身边的每一位朋友
分析结果这就是纯真又善良的巨蟹座的性格(是真的)

我很在意我周围发生的所有事情
不管是好，是坏
只要是朋友或家人遭遇到困难
我都会想帮忙
也许，有些人会觉得我很爱管
可是，我真的没有恶意
我只是单纯的希望身边的人都能快乐
所以，请不要误会我

无论是爱情，友情遇见了问题
不介意都可以找我
可能我太了解爱情和友情间的事情
而且不管是自己还是朋友都经历了很多
所以，也学会了很多

考试期间

新年即将来临
你们都打算怎么庆祝？
去哪庆祝~
今年新年我没有很期待
因为以往两年的新年我都跟家人去旅行
可是今年却没有
在家过了

不过
老天爷还是折磨着我
新年前还必须先考试
也不是说不好
只不过，有说不出的感觉
可是很开心的一点就是新年可以尽量的玩

考着试
可是我还是如此的轻松
做着我每天都得做的事
看戏，听歌，facebook
我变懒惰了
怎么办？

觉得有点对不起自己哦
不行
我不能再这样下去了
温巧玲！！
别再懒懒散散的了
你的前途就掌握在你手里
加油！！

又...哭了

几分钟前
在复习着功课
我妈突然打电话给我
像平常一样
家里发生什么事都会打来告诉我
刚刚是我今天接到她第二通的电话
声音有点奇怪
她。。哭了
因为家里发生了不开心的事
而我。。却完全帮不上忙
我也愣了
我不知道该说什么
因为这是第一次感觉到她的脆弱
那时候。。
我的眼泪也不轻易的掉了下来
我爸也出了点事
为什么我总是最后一个才知道事情的发生？
我感觉好无助，好害怕
可是，我还得自己一个人面对
我好担心
我也有我的压力
快要考试了
我也怕我不能应付
可是，我从来没告诉你们
因为我真的不希望你们担心我
我会努力不去想家里的事情
我想把成绩考好
但是，每次我正想要努力时。。
总是有些事情影响我的情绪
我。。该怎么办呢？

衰

天啊~~~
我的msn的朋友全都被某某人删除了~
是好事吗？
我也不知道~
可是好麻烦~
之前的朋友不知道去哪里找回了~
你们看到我的通知~
记得加我哟~
谢谢~

人生之大道理

最近
心情总是反反复复
情绪不稳定
并不是因为我有精神病
人生嘛
起起落落是必经之路
事业，友情，亲情...我想都一样的吧
没有谁能逃过人生的这一关

当你踏上这一步时
上天也许正考验着你的耐力，毅力...
而不在于去使用不合法的手段去熬过
很多人都说'成功人士的背后往往都比一般人来得艰辛'
只要不是亲生体验，也许你们会不相信
但是，他们真的是经过很大的挫折才能得到现在的一切

有时，我也在问我自己
是不是应该有那种打不败的精神
可是后来我才发现，我不行
我真的做不到
每当我遇到困难时
我真的很想放弃
不过到最后
我还是撑着
因为只要还有一丝机会
我都不想放过
我相信只要我肯面对
不会克服不了我的问题

E M O

什么跟什么？
奇怪耶你们这些人～
无缘无故被不认识的人骂～
我不是随随便便回别人的谈话的～
拜托，我也有忙的时候的呀～
不是我跩～
也不要说我骄傲～
如果真的有心要交朋友就请你们尊重我～
谢谢合作～
这几天心情超不好的～
所以，请不要惹我～
后果自负～

如果有哪里得罪了你们～
请多多包涵～
或是留言给我～
谢谢～

回忆...过去♥

夜深了 寂寞的我正回忆过去
虽然大家都说 不要再回头看了
因为回忆它可能是苦的
不过它也有甜蜜的一部分
而我回想的那一部分也是烙在我心里最深刻的
又甜也有苦
人生总不会一切都顺利的吧
总该有些起伏
而我们也要来得及接受这一切的改变
也许我们会无法接受如此严重的打击
可是那是我们成长的一个阶段
不要因为一些无谓的伤害就把自己搞得一团糟
加油吧~

What is LIFE??

I know something happen in our life is so sudden..
But we must accept it as it's a part of journey in our life..

I know forget someone who you cannot forget is not easy..
But sometime u don't realise he/she is the one u love most..

I know everytime u cry is full with reasons..
But that's worthless if u cry for him/her..

I know when u laugh and u are so excited to tell him/her..
But when u tell him/her what u happy for, he/she may not listen to u..

I know if he/she didn't accompany beside u, u'll feel lonely..
But u don't know he/she is the one who hurt u before..

I know last time u said u gonna to forget about him/her..
But I also know that u are cheating yourself..

Life is always like that..
U know what u suppose to do actually but u don't know the story behind u..
anyway, try to appreciate our life..
Life is not everything..
But it's a process that may lead us to happiness..

我．．．哭了

这一天～
突然～
我哭了～
哭是因为～
我想起了你～
虽然我知道～
我真的该放下了～
可是因为你的一通电话～
每晚给我的信息～
让我不知该如何是好～

哭也是因为我真的累了～
我明白当初我们的选择会让彼此都失落～
可是我们还是做了这个选择～
不用怕我难过～
不用怕我会感到孤独～
就算会～
我也会自己克服～
你能做到的我也行～
不要怀疑我的能力～

虽然～
每次我很难过时需要依靠～
但你却不在我身边～
快乐时～
也没机会和你分享～
不过～
每一次～
当我开心或绝望的时候～
我总是还有一群朋友在身边～
给我鼓励，支持，安慰～
没有他们～
可能现在的我还是像以前那么的依赖别人～

我想让你知道的是～
没有你～
我还是一样的过着我的生活～
甚至比以前过的更好～
我的世界不是只有你才能适应～
我是应该好好谢谢你～
谢谢你给我的照顾～
谢谢你给过我的教导～
谢谢你～
是你让我学会成长～
让我现在更珍惜身边的一切～

是时候放开你了～
祝你幸福～
希望哪一天我遇见你们～
你们是如此的甜蜜～

寂寞的夜+寂寞的我

天像往常的暗了~
时间像往常的夜了~
在这寂静的夜里~
唯有我独自坐在客厅~
听着风扇的旋转声~
突然有股莫名的冲动~
想欣赏夜景(无聊)~

这一刻~
我拉开窗帘~
望着离我非常遥远的小星星~
闪烁着~
是如此的漂亮~
这时候我才发现~
好久没有好好的欣赏某些事物了~

唉(叹息了)~
是为了什么?
身边突然多了好多来历不明的电话号码,msn....
是交朋友的吗?
我也不知道~
只感觉被骚扰着~
超不爱这种感觉的~
我不是不想和你们做朋友~
只不过~
觉得很不妥~
是我想太多了吗?
烦死了~
心情也因为这样渐渐的变差~

希望明天会更好啦~
=)

2009 --> 2010

HELLO~
WELCOME TO 2010

A new year started!!
And I also sick~
I only can say that I'm so unlucky~
Keep vomit on last few day!!
Feel better now!!

How was your performance in previous year??
And how about u guys plan in 2010??
For me...Nothing special!!
Just going to achieve something not so important~
It's a secret also~
I wanna to achieve that just want to show u that I can do that~
I can change it!!
U..u and u..
Wait for me!!

The first day my class started!!
But I still in holiday mood~
aiks~
Nothing to do in the first week~
Going back to my hometown on this weekend~