怀念

开始慢慢习惯失去你的生活
可是，每当我一闭上双眼
你总是会出现在我脑海里
是因为我太想你？没有，我完全没有想你
但是为什么以前曾属于我们美好的回忆会议以浮现在我脑海？
我曾经答应过你
我会努力忘记，甚至放弃那不可能再重来的过去
我答应你我不会再掉泪
就算是泪了，也要微笑着
我知道
那段日子，我过得很难受
不过，我还是熬过来了
想着过去的那个自己，我才发现
自己真的成熟了
学会独立，学会思考
学会为身边的人着想
就因为自己曾经经历过那不开心的时光
我更希望身边的人能够开开心心的
所以我会尽我能力让身边的人都微笑着
我知道你现在很幸福那就足够了
证明了我们之前的决定是对的
保持微笑，就是我！

Degree life

Everything seems like not going smoothly...

My first sem of degree life gonna end...

Countdown from now...

12 more days final is begin...

I haven't prepare for any single subject...

All the subjects seem like going to fail soon...

Hope it won;t happen on me!!

PRAY FOR IT!!

I don't want to retake!!

Promise that I'll start study hard from now on..

Hope it still can be save

Never surrender to MARKETING AND ACCOUNTING!! ='(

Needs help from tong tong again on my ACCOUNTING!!

Hope I can don't disappointed her!!

Suddenly feel ECONOMICS is so difficult to understand when exam comes through..

All the best to me and all my coursemates!!

GOD BLESS!!

难受 ♥

最近爱上了写部落
因为部落是一个唯一能够让我发泄情绪的地方
唉...不开心不开心...
但如果你问我，为了什么事情不开心
我说不出，也不晓得
总觉得慢慢开始不习惯这样的生活
好想时间能够停留在这个时候
让我好好休息
让我忘记不该存在的画面
我不要每天晚上一闭上双眼，脑海里出现的都是相同的画面

DAMN TIRED DAY

28th JULY, 12.19am

Tired!!!
Just bek from playing tennis and yamcha with my coursemates
It was fun although I don't really know how to play..
Felt blur when I reached tnnis court just now
Caused I jz woke up before that, damn tired after completed my ENL assignment
tomorrow still got 6 hours continuous classes to go..
But then most of my coursemates feel like to skip the 10am class
It seems like only I want to attend =')
First time I feel like going to ENL class!! muahaha!!
By the way, I feel like going is not because of HIM!!
Still considering whether want to attend the class or not!!!
Anyway, sleep first ^^
GOOD NITEZZ

疯狂的我们

夜深了，
像往常一样
独自一个人坐在电脑前
不过这一次有些不同
不同的是，我和一大班朋友竟然去看电影，唱歌...
C wen, daniel, chan fai, wai kit, guan han 还有一直被我们凑成一对的tong tong & soon ren
虽然明天还要考试
可是，我们却不怕死
敢敢上完2点的课就跑人
第一次那么疯狂
C wen的几个问题让我想起了过去
充满有笑有泪的回忆
我知道时间可以冲淡一切
只是在于它的长短
我就是这样熬过来的
所以，我不想要再让自己轻易受伤害
我怕了
那种半夜睡不着的生活，我真的真的不想要
不过很开心的事旁边多了几位好朋友
有了他们让我的生活更精彩
我珍惜现在所拥有的
哪怕一眨眼就消失了
至少我曾经好好的珍惜过！！

想家=)

每次累了，伤心了...
回到家，看到可爱的侄儿就会很开心...
喜欢他黏着我... xD
好舍不得他
等我考完试一定马上回家陪他玩 ^^

HOME

WOW!! Bek to my hometown today...
4.22pm
Now at seremban Marrybrown alone!!
waiting for the bus to cum
Listening songs that I never feel boring towards the songs!
I love songs very much, love to listen, love to sing as well ( althoguh my singing skill is not so good)
But I'll very enjoy when singing and listening to musics!!
I realised that I cannot live wothout music, even I studying also I need music with me!!

That's all....going out and waiting for the bus ^^

坚强面对一切，做不到！

凌晨3.55分..

坐在电脑面前的我，是超级的不开心，原因是？
不要问我为什么，我想要的只是一句关心，鼓励我的话...
我明白''要别人尊重自己，当然要学会怎么样尊重别人''这个道理！！
可是请不要在我没做错事下训我一顿
不是我玩不起
而是我最讨厌我没玩得时候别人当我在玩
一句句带着有骨的话，我真的受够了
可是我为了不让自己在你面前永远抬不起头做人，那一刻我忍住了泪
告诉自己，我哭就代表我输了！

那又怎么样？
面前表现得很坚强
当自己独自一个人时，还不是就掉泪了...
为什么就是那么没用？
或许这对你来说不算什么，可是请你保持一下你说话态度
你的一句话可以深深的伤害我！
这时候的我，真的真的只想得到你的关心和安慰...
也突然好想家！

是我小气还是我真的玩不起？
我不知道！
我只知道我累了
努力找回以前的自己
我宁愿自己一个人生活
过着没有笑话的日子
不讲也不听

我还要带着面具过着生活
还是要每天强颜欢笑
我真的不懂我还能撑多久
我不想就这样一直过下去
很害怕哪一天我真的无法再面对你

等等还需要考试
真希望这件事情不会影响我！

TIRED

A new day for me...But is not a nice day...

8am class in the early morning...How tired it is!!! And it was a bad day, a day when I received my ACC test paper, but actually I already expected that I'll fail!! Who knows the mark I failed was...very very low!!! I haven't even get that kind of score before!! Really surrender to ACCOUNTING!! It is so hard to understand, again I feel so sorry to my teacher-->>TONG TONG!! sorry that u put so much effort and a lot of time on me, but I still let u disappointed even myself!! I promised u I'll try my best to learn and practices it again and again and then prove that in my result!! (BUT U NEED TO TEACH ME AGAIN) muahahaha...

After ACC class, we went to OLDTOWN @ nilai,,with my coursemate, soon ren, tong tong, C wen, wai kit, chan fai and 1 joker, daniel @.@ Today, we all went bek from OLDTOWN at 2.30pm but our class is at 2.00pm...Reached there almost 3.00pm..I was like not to going to class,cz it's too scary, I never did that before!! The whole class only had 11 people including us!! 20 minutes later, she was finished the class >.<>

suff3r iN d3gree lif3

This week totally busy for test and assignment, can't even sleep well....

Last weekend, I was staying at INTI cz I hoped to spend my time to study here!! But then the life staying here in weekend is so bored!!! Last sunday, I went out for my dinner with tong tong n C wen at almost 8pm..I saw a person look like jitmin, but den I not so sure since he said 'HI' to me...
We took our dinner with 1 hour++ and at the same time,got a TV programme ''bai wan da ge xing''...We just enjoy our meal with nice songs..The happy hour always pass so fast!! Cz the day after tomorrow is MKT test...4 chapter already waste my time so much...I can't imagine how am I going to prepare for my final...

MKT test started and I thought the time for test is 2 hours... so I did the last question first, suddenly the lecturer said ''15 min more''!!! I was like...WTH!!!I got 1 major question haven touch at all, it covered 25marks out of 50marks!!! I think it is hard for me to not fail this test!! @.@ After this test we can't stop here and relax, cz the next day will be STA test and ENL presentation..The worst thing came to me was I haven't done my ENL assignment part yet...Then, I keep finding info...But then I cannot just give up STA like that since I definitely duno what she teaching in class..It was the first time I feel I gonna fail STA and it was also the first time I felt so hard!! When I need to face presentation and test has also come to me at the same time, make me so nervous..Because I know I only can choose either one from test and presentation..This was the first time I didn't prepare for my presentation and my english is not so fluent...Finally I give up ENL presentation, not decided to prepare at all...I just leave it like that (cool man, I FEEL PROUD OF MYSELF)..But another problem came to me...I dun understand the chapter that will be cover in our test...''SELF-LEARNING''...ARGH!! I try my best to study with tong tong and C wen and find out how the answer getting until 5am, who knows the question cum out the next day is not as difficult as what I imagine, not mean easy also...xD

Today, 2 assignment need to pass up!!! Everyone seems like doing the assignment last-minute..Again, sleep at 5am!!! After I had combine my assignment, who knows so LUCKY, my printer no ink and I heard that it need to be pass up before 12pm..Since, I worry caused of my lateness the assignment have been deduct, I hope it won't happen!! SORRY to all my group members if I disappointed to u guys..SORRY AGAIN AND AGAIN,HOPE CAN GET UR APOLOGIZE!! ='(

SIGH!! Going bek home this weekend...hmm...Going bek on friday since friday still have a test at 12pm!! GOOD LUCK TO ME!! I going to prove to u that I can!!

a special weekend for this sem...♥

17/7 SAT
this weekend is the first time for this sem I stay in INTI, it is so bored but no choice, I stay here cz i having 3 test,assignment n presentation on nex week. Sleep early on last night that's why today i wake up early in the morning xD

The weather here is so hot, suddenly miss home so much cz every week also I going bek to my sweet home..SUFFER!! Listening to musics while studying, this is my learning style.. But if u ask me, can I concentrate in my studies, my answer is dunno xD Just feel like need some songs to accompany me while I'm studying (weird learning style never seen)...

I hope I can try my best in my test 2 since now I'm lack of time..Time passes so fast!!! After test 2 I might be relax, no more 5 hours sleeping time per day ='(

SAY YES TO TEST,BUT NO TO ASSIGNMENT!!

B_U_S_Y

STRESS in this few week!! I gonna give up!! assignment & test cum together!! I scare I cant even pass through this stage smoothly!! I know although it is hard and stress but I cant surrender now!!
I'll try my best to achieve what I deserve to!! GOD BLESS!! After next week, I'll be relax a bit!! Final is in the corner after test 2 on next week!! I promise myself I going to study hard in my degree life!! I'll prove that to all of u =)
HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE

♥ 19岁 ♥

7月12日
我只能说时间真的过的很快！
生日早在前几天过了！
真是个''难忘''的生日！
生日忙透了！
忙做工！
累毙了！
和家人一起渡过的生日♥
虽然没有很特别，但是就是有种温馨的感觉♥
也终于满了19岁！
该开心吗？
我也不晓得=.=

TODAY

STRESS UNTIL I CRY
EMO